Lost time, drunk men, and bare walls [res]

[Alyssa [&Natalia]]

Natalia was growing oddly bored. She had kept Alyssa pretty under wraps for a good month or so, and had managed to drag the innocent girl more than nine states away from her family. Not a lick of her felt guilty about it, but she figured that every once in a while you had to let the poor kitten out it's crate. The wavering body of the teenager took a halt in the alley, sitting down against the wall of a bordering building as she let a calm relax over her. Eyes snapped shut, the coldness going out as they reopened, a complete mess of confusion. Her hands ran warily over her body, as if to make sure that she wasn't dead wherever she was. She felt jeans with intentional rips and a shirt that had such a low neckline she was surprised she hadn't been abducted off of the street yet. Her blonde hair was back away from her face, with only her long bangs settling on either side, the rest was in a ponytail behind her head, and she could tell it was tight by the way her head hurt from leaning against where it began.

She stood up reluctantly, having enough time spent sitting who knew where. Her eyes, green and still clouded with that same confusion and worry inspecting any inch she could see. She didn't know at all where she was, what she had done, how long she had been out. She couldn't remember anything, save for some guy and a window, being drunk when she didn't remember drinking, and she swore she had taken some illegal drug that had probably knocked her out for days that again, she couldn't recall. Her head buzzed with the after-effects of what she didn't know to be Natalia giving her her little bit of freedom to hang out in the back of her skull, to a point where she was nothing but a tickle.

A shady looking bar lied before her, and though she wasn't really wanting to go in she didn't see any other immediate place that looked any less shady. With a reluctance she opened the door, she wouldn't probably be old enough to stay long anyway, she was only sixteen. She got hit by a strong scent of smoke and the sound of billiards being played. People were gambling at tables and busty women were chatting up their boyto- customers. Aly didn't even had a hoodie to hide herself as she shuffled towards a seat against a wall, settling down in it only to notice a man looking at her from a few feet away. He was obviously drunk, old and ugly. 'Hey sweetheart wanna drink?' he hiccuped, holding out his liquor as she declined with a small timid shake of her head. "No thank you." she spoke up, looking towards a bare wall as she tried to come to her senses. She had to gain a bit of sanity before she went about finding out where she was, or how long she had been 'out'.

[Dean Winchester]

Dean walked in and looked around, he was around so he figured that he should walk in side so he did. He looked around till he saw Alyssa/Natalia but in stead of going over he walked to the bar and ordered himself a beer then he payed for it, after that he just sipped from his beer. He then just signed to himself then he looked around himself again, he did thought that Alyssa looked good and all but wasn't sure that he wanted to come over to her, as of yet since he wasn't sure if she was still possessed or not.

He then sipped from his beer and just relaxed, there wasn't anything else to do anyway. There were many pretty girls there but they seemed to busy, at least to him anyways. He then saw 2 girls look at him and whispering stuff to each other then laugh and look at him , he just smiled and winked at them but they just smirked and pretty much ignored him. He just signed and took a sip from his beer again. He was disappointed that is true but there were a lots of fish in the sea and he knew that.

The day was pretty slow to him, in fact the night before he killed about 4 demons even so it wasn't easy and he got wounded pretty bad but luckily he wasn't wounded to bad so he didn't need to go to the hospital and all that. Which was good enough for him.

[Alyssa [&Natalia]]

The man didn't seem to thwarted when it came to his plan. He pulled up a chair and sat across from her, looking at her like a man does a whore. She looked away, probably the whole low neckline thing. She crossed her arms over her chest, doing her best to look uninterested and distant, hoping he would eventually get the hint. He did eventually leave, but Aly was sure it was because there were other participants to choose from who were willing, apparantly he didn't want to work too hard.

Good thing too, he didn't seem all that bright. Her eyes skimmed the crowd before landing on the back of a familiar figure looming at the bar. Her breath hitched in her throat as she gathered a bit of nerve before unsteadily standing. Oh God, what if he had seen her and just chosen not to talk to her? Maybe he wouldn't want her to be near him. But still, she needed someone she knew, and Dean was, well, a big part of her mind. When it was actually her mind.

She took another breath, her arms still wrapped around her like one would a blanket from the cold. She noticed other girls looking towards him, and she was sure he would look back. She doubted she was much too look at, she hadn't even seen herself in a mirror since she had been 'awake'. She took a few hesitant steps towards him, she must have looked a fool. She was sixteen for crying out loud and he was at least in his twenties. The bartender would probably look at her as if she were some crazy kid and kick her out on her ass. "Dean?" she asked quietly, eventually coming to stand at his side, her eyes, her normal innocent eyes, looking up at him. "Long no time no see huh? I missed you." she attempted at conversation, nervously running a hand through a strand of blonde hair.

"Dean-" she continued, nibbling a bit on her lower lip as she thought just how to phrase the questions without sounding like a fool, while only realizing that there was no way she could. So she just let them out as she had to, plain and blunt to the point. "Where are we? What day is it?" All the while making sure no one else could here what she was sure would seem questions of her sanity.

[Dean Winchester]

When he heard someone talk to him he just looked up, he was surprised to see Alyssa/Natalia standing in front of him, he then looked down then back at her not sure what to say to her or anything. "Alyssa?" he asked trying to be sure even so he wasn't to sure it was her and that if it wasn't her that she would actually tell him the truth. "Yeah, long time no see. I missed you too" he said looking away then at her once more. He was half serious and half not since he had no idea which person he talked to, so he did hoped that Alyssa and not Natalia so.

"Yes it is me, Alyssa? or is Natalia?" he asked also silently, hoping that she would say Alyssa and actually meant it. He didn't care how old she was as long as it was Alyssa and not Natalia. "What do you mean where are we or what day is it? don't you know? it's Thursday. We are in town right now i do believe" he said then sipped more off his drink. "Is everything alright with ya?" he asked over sudden curious.

[Alyssa [&Natalia]]

She was a bit confused when he asked her name. Did she really look that bad that he couldn't recognize her? She instantly felt self-concious, attempting to look into a reflection on an empty glass without making it obvious she was doing so. She didn't look...unlike herself. Maybe he was having a hard time with his memory too or something. "Yeah, it's me." she said assuringly, her little voice rising just a bit. "I mean, you recognize me don't you? Who else would I be?" she asked, curious to his answer. She was glad to hear that he had missed her, at least he wasn't ignoring her then. She bit her lip again, maybe to keep it from the quivering it had been near doing. Sometimes she was such a girl, well, young girl. Her timid glance looked around before resettling on him.

She blinked in a bit of surprise, slightly losing sense of herself as he asked. "It's Alyssa. Whose Natalia?" she asked, curious to his answer. Scenarios played out in her head. Maybe she had a secret twin that she didn't know about who went around ruining her relationships with people. Oh yes, because that was oh, so logical. Then again, about as logical as her not being able to remember what she had done, not only the past day, but the past few weeks. She listened to what he had to say, finding herself more of a rack of nerves. A town, what town? Great, this was fantastic. And it was Thursday? Of what month? She sighed lightly, not being able to hide the nervous expression in it.

She was only shooken out of her thoughts by what he said at the end. "Dean...I -" she stopped, looking at him with a hint of her worry. How was she supposed to get this out. She leaned in close to him, taking the extra precaution not to let anyone here. "Dean I can't remember how I got here. I feel hazey and distorted, and I'm pretty sure I was out for a good while. I can only remember bits and peices, but nothing really sharp. Then I just woke up, in the alley outside, like I'd been asleep forever." she murmured, turning her eyes towards anywhere but his own, slightly worried what his reaction would be. "Dean, what's wrong with me?" she whispered.

[Dean Winchester]

"Which me? Natalia or Alyssa? and are you feeling alright?" he said to her trying to be sure. He wasn't sure what to think or do. He then looked down lost in thoughts. He liked her but wasn't sure if he should do something like perhaps kiss her or do nothing. He did wanted to kiss her and sleep with her, then again he was a guys guy and a player but he wasn't about to do so till he knew for sure to whom he was talking to. "I do recognize you but i need to be sure though. I don't know who else you can be, you tell me"

"Alyssa? it's not some kind of trick again? is it? and you really don't know who is Natalia? you are not kidding me or playing with me again, are you? because i gotta tell ya i still got marks from the other time we met and all, i am lucky to be a live now and all" he said to her. He looked around then back at her not sure what to believe anymore, he was pretty much confused. He didn't really knew what to believe anymore but he signed her to sit next to him though anyways.

"You what?...." he asked her confused and shocked, he looked around then back at her. When she whispered to him what she did and worried and confused as well well as shocked look appeared on his face, he now believed her even so he was still on guard but less then before. "Oh my god? you really don't remember do ya? well it's complicated, very complicated. You are, or were how to say this? um.... possessed by an evil demon, her name is well..... Natalia and that is even how you fooled me, she did anyways" he said not really sure how else to say it. "You are sharing your body with a demon or you did before only and that's what's wrong with you or were wrong with you" he said all this in a whisper.

[Alyssa [&Natalia]]

Who the hell was Natalia? And he was asking her if she was alright? She was beginning to fear she hadn't woken up at all, just stuck in some freakish nightmare where no one knew what was going on and was just left in the dark. Man, what a messed up dream that would turn out to be, honestly. "Alyssa, I'm pretty sure there isn't someone out there who looks just like me, so it has to be me." she replied with clarification. She wasn't really liking how this conversation was turning out. She had wanted to cling to him, then kiss him, then eventually get into bed with him and just the waste the night away in his arms. Now their was apparently an identity crisis or something and that little dream seemed less and less of a reality.

"Dean - what trick? I have no idea what you are talking about, I've never played a trick on you in my life...that I know of." for all she did know she could have played a trick on him while 'asleep' or blacked-out. She was never aware of what she did during those times. Apparently things bad for her health, reputation and general morale as a human being. "I hurt you?" she asked weakly, trying desperately to remember but nothing came. Sometimes, rarely, she would see bits and pieces of things. She had seen the man fall out the window but hadn't understood, she had seen people with black eyes and weapons and heard voices of a war but nothing made sense. Nothing at all, it seemed all a bad nightmare she couldn't wake up from. "God Dean, I'm so sorry."

What he explained to her, or tried to, made her eyes widen probably more than anything else she had experienced had. She laid a hand against his upper left chest, as if worried that she would faint and fall straight into him. "Oh.my.God." she spoke, each word like a sentence itself. "I'm possessed, by a demon. Oh my God!" the last part she practically shouted, making others look towards her in confusion and annoyance. She gave them an 'I'm sorry' look before looking back at Dean. "Why would a demon want to possess me? And what if it made me do awful things? Oh God, I'm so scared Dean." She couldn't help her next action, like a child afraid of the dark she clung to him, her arms wrapping around him. "What am I going to do? And...how do you know this anyway?" she asked, tilting her head to look up at him.

[Dean Winchester]

He looked around then back at her. He felt sorry for her, he hated what the possessing demon was doing to her and he was planing to do all he can to release her as fast as possible, in fact he was actually working on it since he first met her, he wasn't about to give up, it wasn't in his dictionary to give up so why would he? he maybe was a player as well as hard headed and even a jerk but he did care about people even so he didn't always show it. "Well i was fooled once so i need to be sure before i can trust you, nothing personal but i had enough of a kick ass from you to be careful" he said to her and he meant it. He wanted to talk to Alyssa not Natalia that's for sure. He looked down then sipped his beer.

"Trick like the one we met, i been with Alyssa then over sudden Natalia showed up. Ring a bell? i don't want Alyssa to get hurt not at all." he said then looked at her again, he was worried and didn't know whom to believe and whom not to believe. He was very worried, more then before if that's even possible. "Yes you did, if you count kicking my ass and knocking me out ass hurting me then yes" he said to her. "Are you really? how can i know? how can i trust you?"

He looked down then at her and now he was worried as well as confused, he now realized that it was Alyssa not Natalia he were talking to. "Yep oh my god is right, in fact i got in to hospital because of her, she fooled me using you then when i figured out i managed to hurt her but she came back to herself fast and kicked my ass knocking me out cold, but before doing so she did admit that there is Alyssa deep in her but she is Natalia not Alyssa, that's exactly how i know.". "You should be scared and i have no idea, i wish i did but i don't. if? there is no ifs, there is she did or not and the demon did made you do awful stuff. In fact you killed a lot while under her control." he said. He was confusing by what she did but hugged her back anyways. "I don't know but i am working on it so"

[Alyssa [&Natalia]]

Whoever this Natalia was she was obviously a bitch. She wasn't aware that Nat was there, in the back of her head like a viral disease. She figured that she was gone as she could now control her own self, but she had woken up and gone back to blacking out before, obviously Natalia wasn't letting her go, and this scared her more than anything had. Though what Dean went on to explain afterwards certainly topped it. She had...killed people? Like the guy and the window, the fall he must have taken. She only wondered if he was dead now, hitting the ground from a disaster she created. She had killed, murdered, at least it had all appeared to be her. Natalia was apparantly the one behind it all, using her body as some weapon against mankind, what a bitch.

A shudder ran through Alyssa's small frame, rocking her lightly as she stood there, trying her best not to faint from the imapct it all had on her already dazed brain. Honestly, she should have been in school worrying about prom and parties and grades for crying out loud! Not demons that possessed her. "I can't believe this," she finally broke out saying, her eyes a mess with different emotions. "Not only did I hurt you but I also killed innocent people." She worried she would have a breakdown and took deep breaths to prevent it. She was sure the last thing she needed was for the sane part of her, the part not controlled by a demon, to shatter too. How much that would suck.

As she had clung to him at first she had feared he would reject her, push her away because of what Natalia had made her do, but he hugged her back, and it made her feel so much warmer. "You are? Thank you Dean." she said sincerely, laying her head against his chest. God how she wished they were alone somewhere right now, to be in bed with the man that she was falling in love with. She didn't care about the age, math wasn't her fortay anyway. "Dean...will you...not leave me? I mean..." she looked up at him, trying to work her words in her head. "I just don't want to hurt anyone anymore, and maybe if your around Natalia won't take back over. Then again, what if I hurt you?" she added thoughtfully. "Nevermind, forget I asked." she whispered, though silently praying he wouldn't forget, and that he would actually agree to stay by her for a while.

[Dean Winchester]

He looked around then at her, he felt horrible for her. He could very well imagine how she felt like. He wished he could help her somehow but he wasn't sure that he can and that what really scared him very much. "You, well Natalia while using your body killed some kids as well as adults. She even tried to seduce me and some other guys even so it didn't much work on me but it did on the others so" he said to her.

"I know, neither can i but it's a fact though" he said to her. She was just a 16 year old kid that should have just went to school and learned and all, not worrying about where she is or what happened to her or any of it. "Yeah pretty much but technically it wasn't you so but her but while using your body. She killed some cops too but the police and all figured you are possessed or something, which is true you are possessed" he said to her.

"He never blamed Alyssa for Natalia's actions so he wasn't sure whom should he trust and whom not. However he was sure that Alyssa was whom he talked to and whom he hugged now, at least he hoped anyways. "Well i care for you not her". He held her close to him not sure what to say or do for awhile there. "No i won't leave you, if i have to then i will tie you up till the real you will come out but i won't let Natalia control you though". "She may and may not and i get what you are saying, don't worry i am working on a way to release you as we speak". "No i won't forget, i will do all i can to save you, one way or the other"